I don't if I like to admit this kind of thing about myself, but I really have some issues when it comes to dealing with emotions that I find unpleasant. I've had some time to "recover" from my chocolate party that didn't happen -- but it took me about a week to do so. I've totally avoided e-mail, taking my dogs on a walk (b/c our friends live right next to us...and they are Facebook friends too...), and checking my Facebook account for almost a week. For whatever reason, I just couldn't face my feelings -- so, I did what I do best -- became a complete recluse...a hermit.
I finally returned the e-mail that my friend sent me on Friday. It felt good to move forward and get over the disappointment.
Ahhhh...I feel like I can breathe again.